As ironic as it seems with my frustration on this topic
I realize the fault could be mine yet I have little intent to stop it
Rather I get cold feet on the matter
I'm not big on face splatters
Hence my quest for it
Then my sudden questioning of it
Yes my hate for the empty bed that I've gotten used to
Bears more weight then what I've been through
A wall was built but rather then take it down
I give you a one day full acess backstage pass
Then tell you to leave and never come back
Selfish I know how could I
It's cause "we" do not include u and i
The nice guy prince charming yes your knight
Bipolar 2 masks switched like the flip of a light
All roads lead to rome but it's not your fault
You had enough but couldn't afford what was bought
The cost was too heavy
The list has been plenty
This bed still remains empty
But it's just better off that way
Not seeking a challenge
But don't have me win the first day
It really is my gift and curse
Brought up a good guy
But a loner by birth
You don't get it
I'm recommended
But in two seconds I realize
The plot of that path
I can count the grass
No matter how many times you ask
I can't give you answers
When I don't have answers
Does it all make sense?
It's an illusion smoke mirrors and a misdirect
I am not the magician
Merely a participant
Watching my own show from the seats
See
That's just me
2 people yet one heartbeat
One was original
The second created
Both merely blinded
Both visions faded
With their hearts both tainted
They knew what they had to do
Although that may hurt who
They had no intention of hurting at all
Tough calls
Let them in
But soften their falls
Because Mr Wayne
In your search for love
You know it could never be
You came face to face with it once
And you couldn't breath
So you let go
Wanting it back
Just a different soul
Many come so close
But it just isn't right
So you dismiss them all
And don't sleep at night
Instead you regret
Forget and call it quits
Tisk tisk
That first kiss
Kiss of death
Your gone
You don't exist
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