Poetic Love Rant Pt. 3

I'm done with all of this
A bunch of different stories
Yet the same predicament
You promised to never hurt me
As I was that shoulder
So you could cry
But your pain was an infection
That killed me from the inside
Very different destinations
But still ending up here
Somewhere in Manhattan
Just walking distance from the Pier
Your promises mean nothing
Your kiss meant nothing
I only wish it we're true
That today I've learned something
I can't be just friends
Too far from lovers still
That I decided to go off course
Without you
And you
And you
All of you because yes
You may be special
But here's some news
Your all the same
Playing games that leave me
Not wanting to play again
My curse is no gift
I'll always be just a friend
You toy with me
Tell me all I need to hear but yet
Your happy
And I'm still here
Miserable
It's an all or nothing situation
So forgive my sensation
To want nothing
Since this whole time I've got nothing
Expect nothing
Even had something
And it became nothing
So often I've tried to deal with it
But can't
Not even for a little bit
Because I'll always be a friend
A what if
Perfect
But not right now
Or for me
Cupid is playing me
Your in cahoots
Timing always wrong
Or always too nice
Seems to be the case
That is just my life
I've began to remove
Slowly all of you
Need to start fresh
Go and do other venues
Because this
I can no longer do
Times were always good
Even when they were bad
But don't be sad
We've helped eachother grow
My life lesson I still don't know
But I'm sure you do
So I'm leaving
Done
Gone with you all
Done playing Cupid games
Although the next one
Not even in my nearest future
Will leave me ranting
All the same