Ink Flows

Can someone tell me what's next?

What I should do?

I'm starting to feel it

All the shit that I've been through

Life

The rollercoaster that never stops

I just hope the pen doesn't drop

It's the only thing keeping me together

Besides the friends the family

Shit started to look better

Until this

Question faith

Why do I have it

When I know that what's about to come

Will keep coming like a habit

Shit

I can't even begin to imagine someone closer

I'm so thankful for her

So each chance I get I hold her

And tell her thanks

For keeping me together

Well together enough to "manage"

Inside I'm still a wreck

So is she

So are my brothers

So are we

All

Wrecks

Vexed

Yea brother man me too

I'm vexed

Between having sanity

Or to grab life by the neck

And

Keep it together

Pillows been seein me

And music has been keepin me

From being upset even more then I am

Damn

So young a man

What's the purpose

Really

Please do tell

When you give me an answer

I'd fucking run to churches

Scream and yell

And ring bells

So everyone can hear why

Why we cry

And suffer like we do

Your children

Your chosen people

Do you exsist

Am I talking to someone for real

Can someone tell me the deal

Because I don't know

And it's starting to work my nerves

My hamster's wheel is beginning to swerve off

The contraption

Too much thinking

Stop asking questions

But that's all I've got

Questions

With no answers

I can't even write anymore

Because it pains me so

So for now I'll stop

And I'll let the pen go