Wake Up Call

I'm losing it I feel out of control

I'm not one mind body and soul

I need to set my crazy life straight

Although I feel angry inside I feel no hate           

All I feel is madness inside me what will I do?           

Why is it when I see rain outside I start feeling blue?

I feel so alone and it's all my fault

I need to stop this from getting larger

Somebody please say halt

But I can't stop myself I'm moving at a mile a second

Have you ever seen a mad man with a method

Well that would be me

I'm a slave to my own mind I pray to be free

I'm confused I don't know where to go or where to turn

When I love it all burns

Into ashes

No one takes me seriously anymore

I wish I could be the person that I was before

But who was he I know he was good

Can I turn back I don't know if I could

My will aint that strong to stop and  turn around

Before my life starts crumbling down

I know what I need but I can't explain it

It's a feeling inside when you've just been hit with the reality button

But forget it it aint nothing

Leave me here in this unconscious state

Whether I wake up let me choose it's my own fate!